jump scare funny bar with isabel chloe then mary is not because ross at coat check but it was fine. he's there to see luna and matt and i say hi to them too. very scary because i really wasnt sure which one for a second. then all then the guys from the basement are here treating me like a confession booth and kyles offering that he's trying to be famous was my fave. i wore my pants that i wore last new years eve and havent worn since and found gonzo's confetti in my back pocket it and tossed it in the air in the bathroom along with my coat check tag #61. cried on the train alone and went to sleep and woke up and went to sleep and woke up and ate lunch for breakfast and walked to bedstuy to meet natasha. she isn't afraid of throwing up anymore and she says i can do it too she's gonna give me number of the lady that cured her. breakfast yogurt for lunch. i bought the polka dot sheets. throat hurts so bad pouring lidocaine down  my throat and it's not even working. snow man with emma our neighbor takes out picture says we did a really good job. throwing snowballs at the window to try and get string bean to say hi in the window. tomprrow doctor?