shane asked me if anything happened while they were gone and i said yes but it was something bad and i'm not allowed to tell anyone for one week. after it happened we drove around in the car and drove to the beach and ate herring and other things in the sand. it was warm enough to swim but when we woke up it was too cold. went back to the store and bought the fish i always buy. i point out the window up at the bar from emma's birthday. when i was there i thought i should come back here differently. driving around in the car to pick up sam from her sister's house and she brings two shrimp. only making an appearance at the place where trouble sells books. at the store we buy green pepper two colors of green zucchini, hot dogs and hot dog buns. go back to greenpoint and sam meets arnold and technically meets crowbar. just us three until everyone we don't know comes. someone steals my phone. sam climbs way too high in the tree. last night in the car (backseat) wes said he was very afraid when sam was too high in the tree and i said i was a bit afraid but i knew she would not fall. he said she was fifty feet in the air. on thursday i was one of two girls wearing tank top in the industrial zone and we knew each other. on friday i ran and ioana met my boyfriend and we went to a party that no one could agree if it was more williamsburg or bushwick or california and then at myrtle pub mike gave me too many and so today i felt very sick. all of the customers did not eat the best part which is the california strawberry. all of the not eaten california strawberries in the bottom of the sink with the dirty dishes. i was trying to understand or justify why no one was eating the strawberry and i was thinking maybe when they are sharing the dessert they are each too shy or generous saying something like no you hang up first no you hang up first and then no one hangs up and no one eats the strawberry. i'm listening to the radio on my new pocket radio. they say they are trying to recover bodies from an exploded tank full of something called white liquor which is used to make paper.