Last night: father and sons again cleaning it out. duct tape holding the window shut with note from glenn saying don’t open creatures might eat the chickens. im confused because the chickens are outside so it means he is concerned about the creatures that live inside. etta is there and someone else. we are moving out or in i can’t tell. the doors are crumbling and falling down the stairs and someone is throwing all of our shoes into the hallway. im moving a vase around because i think its ugly.
At the logan house we go across the street to villas and we have bindi with us they are happy to see him. on the old couch. somehow i can sit on it. two dogs playing with a yellow spring. not quite bindi and jared but it’s who it is supposed to be. eating apple and peanut butter with christian, looking around the backyard the tables are set up near the tramp i think about how the hot tub used to be gone. someone else is there and is in love with the mountains but i don’t care because im used to them.
Hillcrest elementary is perrotin i am walking up the hallway ramp towards the bathrooms. i only stopped by because i have to pee. i wave at charles. melissa is in the bathroom with me and she invites me shopping. she is pregnant here too.
Im at june’s house in salt lake with kate and ioana is yelling down the stairs for things and i am looking for them in the storage room with all the vhs tapes. i want to go home and shower and for some reason take my clothes off and wrap myself in a towel before leaving. kate asks if i want to take the L and i say i don’t want to take the train wearing a towel. i say i will walk home but i dont want to walk home in a towel either. why did i do this. we go to real la cantine and im eating the ice cream i made two days ago out of a sundae cup. i put real clothes on so we can go.
Walking with justin in the icy street that has appeared many times so i know which street we should turn on to get to the “destination”
Some sort of competition. im wearing my beaver mountain annual pass from 2007 around my neck but i don’t realize. someone who came to the arsham afterparty comes up to me and says see you on the slopes and i say what?