Super fucked up night but kind of cathartic. I have never been upset to his face before I don't think he realized I was upset which is so hilarious. His girlfriend "cheated" on him with king krule which is so funny to me he says its karma but it's not. he read her journal. he say's he understands now but he doesn't. he's pretending to try and make things better when really he still just wants to fuck me. Julia says same thing with sam sorta. my "game night" flavor ice cream cone protects me. it had popcorn, pretzels, caramel, m&ms. you can't try to kiss me as long as i'm eating my ice cream cone. no sleep again. 17,864 steps yesterday.