julia says that both pj and izzy asked her if i was okay because i look really skinny. Lmao. hung out with devon today but it was raining. we went shopping but didn't buy anything. in L train a child was scarily playing the piano and it made me feel so grounded. i got hot chocolate with almond milk at nook. then we hung out at his house and everything was gray. and then i came home and julia was three beers deep watching blue valentine. she asks me if its okay that she's having four beers and im like hellll yeah!!! jerba jonathon is coming over in about fifteen minutes because alex is coming home tonight and he wants to be here when he arrives. because they are boyfriend and boyfriend now officially. i forgot to screw on my green nailpolish tight so it is kinda dried up so i did shiny and it feels like sinning and betrayal. i had to write down everything i'm doing this week in a note on my phone because i can't keep it straight. i'll give it to you here as well:

tuesday: drinks with justin catarina maybe alex and gabe at left hand path at 9pm

wednesday: liza at 6:45pm

thursday: hang out with justin and mickal maybe go to openings

friday: poker tournament and maybe full moon ceremony

saturday: 10am breakfast meeting with melissa