went to costco and got upset and sat in the cart and he sat on the hood of the car in the parking garage to eat a hotdog. went to tony's birthday at spring bar and drank two beers to feel better. only talked to sam and tony for two seconds and lori-may for one second in the bathroom. took the train to the car and drove to myrtle pub with sam and went to the studio on monday. sunday took the train to the beach and i was so cold going home cleaned the tub to take a bath but didn't. ate really beautiful dinner wes made tortilla and i "helped" him make two cheesecake which i sliced up and delivered to yasmin at her house then riley at her house then catarina at cozy corner last night. chores and studio yesterday. run laundry clean the stove studio. i biked to greenpoint and i slept there under the new light that i think will hurt me when it falls. woke up early for studio and cut wood in the hallway to try it out but it feels like im doing it behind someones back. worked on presents. wes helped me with heavy stuff in the car. at work my coworkers said there is an awesome girl on a scooter looking for you sam is carrying vegetables driving her scooter through the front door that scoots off with other kids on scooters i say bye. i am excited for nico to come soon. i'm so afraid of tuna no one gets it.