Another dream about father and sons again. This time i already lived there but im going to do it again and no one else knows it's sinking. I seem to know I have thought about this a lot. Whenever the house comes to me it's like a dog like what are you telling me. i got a text message so i made myself a hotel. i had a lot of fun sitting on the couch watching tv. it rained that day and i rode a bike and pulled wes behind me on the skateboard. on wednesday i went for a run and cleaned and i said we should buy the big ice cream instead of the small. two spoons in my pocket to make ice cream floats in the park. i went to see a movie with justin and catarina and then sat with mary in the backyard and she told me what happened. i left my chocolate phone in the dessert drawer at food so london can hang it up and wes can take a bite. i saw everyone. i gave zac a hug he said same old same old just running my restaurant. on friday i cleaned my studio i put things up high and hung up a picture of a skinny girl on pink sheets she's naked she's bent over. i went to the alexander wang party with sam and wes we looked everywhere for leina but couldn't find her. i guess he touched us as per his reputation but we are girls. when i asked people for leina they said that gold girl is this way or that way and following the fingers we reach a dead end in a crawlspace in an alley. no luck and no gold no girl. we go to myrtle pub and they make me cry but not in a mean way. the pool is open. i could not carry the computer very far. im at the studio and i have to find a mouse and go see wes and luke and then go for a run and then go to the bar because the show got canceled. i will make more.