Mom and dad dropped the children off then got momos and chai and said goodbye. Went to the store but they didn't have the notebook i wanted got fish ball noodle soup walked across the bridge. wake up and make 6 layer cake that is thrown away. run on the treadmill and it makes me want to have a gun and i watch music videos. shed just a few tears then scanned book at the library went to the fish store and looked at the mice. i would like to have seven (one) mice (mouse) again. they keep fish food behind the counter like cigarettes and i go shopping and look everyone in the eye because of lovesickness induced hallucination. bike to mary and david's house and watch 2 hours of youtube. as expected it is hard to be back and my heart beats fast all the time and i have to make lots of list so i can remember what i need to do and who are my friends. trying to keep the heart i had in los angeles. they say i am creating a prison for myself, that i have transferred the kitchen to the city and i can't touch it in the same way. kim kardashian selfie. pink blackberry. i love watching commercials they make me feel connected to the whole world and they are more important than what they are interrupting. because we all watch together at the same time, and look at what they are trying to show us all of us. i like watching with commercials at the same time as the whole world with no agency. i am still learning. i have the hair and heart of a baby mouse, lots of growing to do because my hair and heart is like down feathers not waterproof at all. FORGOT EGGS AT STORE.