Home now like a spotlight. i said i would try and make it different to be here but still the constraints are the same phsyical ones in the space like i cannot sit on the couch i cannot drink out of the cup which goes to my brain and so i get thinking that i am ten years younger. working on a quilt that has a naked lady with blonde hair and blonde bikini and a puppy dog looking left and stan and maybe the words hairstyle and ipod. calling thailand to hear the backlogged love story like i told you so, doctor/woman is always right. today i am going to try and go for a walk and read a book. if i go in to town i'm going to try not to wear eyeliner "just in case" . I forgot an R. and decided I won't replace the other R unless it feels like it's not missing which won't happen. Piya.