Gave ioana's baby niece pink hair baubles because she liked mine yesterday. and in return david gave me a pink and purple water bottle as a present he said at the store i saw it and knew it had to be for the toy story doll at la cantine who is so nice to me. i give him chocolate snacks at work because his boyfriend has diabetes and won't let him eat chocolate at home. he thinks i am like the girl doll in toy story because i wear pigtails and hair baubles and sometimes i skip across the street. tried to watch spring breakers but fell asleep before they got to miami. trying to build a desk that is impossible. writing in my journal at the park on the wet concrete. tweaking at work from having coffee for breakfast, celsius for lunch, and food for dinner. going to pick up 15 peaches from the world trade center and then secret sam birthday present project 27th then back to maspeth to buy a bunch of wood. two showers per day. trying to train myself to not be sad when i am alone inside our house.