(yesterday) wake up make food deliver food fish store airport quick layover emerge at penn station during downpour get sand in my shoes i am at mood. and i used up all that i've got so (today) it's like a come down. but yesterday i go to three stores looking for a brand new red priya secret diary because i finished by february to june 2025 notebook so need brand new right now today. and three sephoras looking for bobbi brown gel pot black ink eyeliner that i lost in the last downpour. i have gone without ever since. i find both i find both. and eating my alone cone in the park listening to the hare krishnas. then surf bar with justin then regular bike home in a mistake and then everyones in the living room practicing their pushups. and then (today) tanning on the roof breaking ground on priya secret diary june 2025 to ?. come down from yesterday like i will die next to this pot of boiling asphalt. and all the trees fell down struck down but i cant imagine when but all over trees down i must have been asleep or underground. buy shirt i don't need buy perfume from thirty years ago i don't need buy book i don't need drink celsius and banana goo gum and go home and refill my ipod and cry. and then sew the balenciaga sample fabric into a square to hold my hair back in the kitchen and pour some glycerin and i don't feel good. and i go to the reading at t.j.byrnes and liza and satya there and we say see you tomorrow at the party and i am too tired so we go home and so i'm going to bed oh well try again tomorrow.