Sad to leave my bedroom that i built but we are leaving. thinking about the things i need to do psychologically to leave this house. Including scraping catching and bottling, unscrewing, someone take my picture with string bean in our room, throw away the preserved fish i bought when i went to the beach alone in june. feeling confused about what age and career can mean talking to jake gyllenhall's personal assistant in jake gyllenhall's dressing room. eating the blessed lump sam brought home from the temple. wheat or bean? discussing venus and the options of what sex means i think theres about three options. i got my period for the first time in four months so it makes sense why i was walking around the cement factory crying two days ago. and walking curly white dog and taking her to the park and watching them play tennis. last time they said we are cutting down the tree and today the tree was gone (when a tree becomes a log and then when a log becomes wood). making cake in exchange for money today and sunday and monday.