arrive on the train drink one martini i’m told is disgusting walk to the tent cheese and crackers two glasses wine back to the bar at the bar with octalingual gay guy sharing arak flight from natasha’s ex girlfriend and jane from instagram comes and every house making me think faux wood new york life so disgusting but id never trade. disgusted with an sabin vodka soda market price wearing gammy’s boots my mom says these are my mothers boots. dream that all the cups in natasha’s apartment have tiny holes in the bottom and the water level falls too fast before i can lap it up. hungover with my cousin he says if he moves to new york he has to start dressing well because everyone in boston looks bad which is true because i’m walking around and the trash man stops the truck and says i LOVE your outfit sexy (skirt tank top). my mom and her mom talking about spiral jetty drought and it’s all so traceable the way we turned out. sleeping in natasha’s bed like we used to every night sort of. the myrtle pub of cambridge doesn’t have a mike that treats me right. i messaged miles but he’s at his highschool reunion in syracuse so no hang so see you in new york. tony says kanye is priya posting. goodbye sister. i died in boston a little bit so im not allowed to have vodka until tomorrow. cracking the door a little bit to let some light come. 

saturday

ten mile run

sephora eyeliner 

finish book

sargent?

knicks game at cozy

grocery list. apples, sweet potato, carrots, kale, cucumber, sardines, ground beef, eggs, cilantro