Me and j word doing some business like i’m emailing his colleague and he’s emailing mine. letting the running injury pot almost boil over. back in the studio barefoot doing cartwheels and lifting things and i don’t like the monkey’s shiny red too tired to think about what it feels like. train car meetup to audrey’s show i wore my polka dot skirt for her polka dot paintings. i love audrey and when she laughs. mary and david come and i love david’s outfit. at tj’s for afterparty see tony and emmett again but they are there for a different afterparty and i talk to the mopiest 30th birthday oberlin guy of all time we can’t leave until midnight says melina. the shot does not light on fire. my martini glass is cracked but it doesn’t spill and i drink it even though they say don’t drink that. gave a heart to the camera but i know no one is looking now that im gone. well we were walking and i found this on the ground and i felt like she was tapping me on the shoulder. i actually decided i will keep it private. gone for just a little while cold on the beach i dont want to buy anything. i open my eyes and there is an ant. stuck on L train with the original j word looking very much like a pretty girl and guys are going between cars and jumping onto the platform and i think me next me next get out of here!. jd dinner party he asks if i want socks and i say no im okay with being barefoot. eating my gruel from the barbie plate. very interested in the idea of slug patrol. dream that i have leprosy.