And thus concludes the unenforced two year boyfriend ban. I left my eyeliner at the cafe the morning after and i went back two days later and only the lid was left. the bobbi brown eyeliner that i stole so i went to sephora this morning to buy it again but i don't want to buy it again because it's a lot of money so i left. got two carrots from melina yesterday in the sun. justin's birthday proper putting eyeliner on in the bathroom instead of taking it off. justin's birthday party i am the apple of the eye of the scary men from utah who are trying to hold isabel's hand with one hand while incoming call from their girlfriends ring inside the other. can't run. it smells like buttered rice on east broadway at 6pm before walking across the bridge. walking over the bridge again. first biking home of the summer with isabel and liv she says it's just like after that party and i can't remember because my memory isn't so good. buying four lemons and two grapefruits for sophie at whole foods and the girl the cashier says WOULD YOU LIKE A BAG? i say no then she says IS NEW YORK EVERYTHING YOU THOUGHT IT WOULD BE?