Woke up in middle of night in panic because realized one year yesterday since me and justin left. texted him in the middle of the night. celebrated with justin yesterday on accident by going to myrtle pub then sitting in the pews and trying not to fall asleep no offense to the performers. couldn't sleep because of the singers outside and never really went back and woke up and ran and then ran into boot audrey tom and we both aren't sure. and then went home and heard stories about leroy and his dad is going to be the new predator and then went to manhattan to get the vase ready for jake gyllenhall and then sophie got back from paris. i bought frozen lemongrass and kimchi at the store. sat on the roof and ate apple and drank water with spirulina and salt and honey and lime and listened to the radio but it was too cold but i remembered what it's like to look at manhattan from my house. Maybe i go buy chicken? Scared.