First summer run home to the beach to isabel wearing my paul frank feet killers bleeding upon arrival. sandstorm dustbowl sit on the boardwalk drink my beer and eat my sandwich with isabel drinking her beer eating her sandwich. kid selling art for "one dollar a piece" (my style) but we forgot to purchase. myrtle pub hearbreak betrayal. bogo no more i look sean in the eyes say oh my god you guys. walking home from catarina's birthday with my usual horrible scowl that is creating a horrible wrinkle in my face. man says wait do you want a cupcake. it's his nieces 6th birthday and his name is edwin and this is his barbershop and everyone knows him around here so if i have a problem edwin is here to help. he asks me if i'm from the hood and i say no but i live right there and i'm coming from my friends 26th. i'm alreading holding a cupcake with a 6 on it he says i'm missing the 2 so i take a 6 shaped cookie and try to bite it into a 2 and hold it up for him and laugh for him. he says god is with me. on the train maybe on wednesday going to work reading for b club get off the the train the guy sitting scross from me comes up to me walks next to me on the platform he's foreign he says i promise i'm not hitting on you i just wanted to say that that is the perfect dostoyevsky because it's so amazing because it feels so modern. because he is just like the modern man, so insecure and emotinally unstable and he hates that man because of a delusion for nothing. i laugh for him but it is rude that he promised he wasn't hitting on me. don't you think i'm beautiful? (degradation of all man frowny face, buck up!).