Go to work to sit in the big small house alone mute girl mute girl. Cutting out pictures and watching this man assemble furniture better than me. Tired because i woke up too early on accident because i stayed up to late because sam came home from peru so we had to party. fat tony only likes me because i talk like a girl. it's the first time real warm today and i know what we did five years ago because whenever the weather changes i remember every time the weather changed last time. i'm tired and mad at my mom for throwing stuff that is important to me away while keeping everything that doesn't matter. i had a dream about planet fitness last night but i don't even go there. i want to sit on the roof my roof and drink one beer with my computer and then go to the gym and then watch skins and then clean the house again. and then if the windows are open paris style at MP i wanna go there. i will only do some of this stuff because once the sun goes down I won't be happy anymore.