Tried to get on the train to go to the sara yukiko show with justin but the trains stopped going over the bridge so walked to five below on knickerbocker to get calico critter for justin because noelle had one on the day that was yesterday when iwent. but none and i got so angry and thirsty so mr.lemon juice beet carrot apple ginger lime thinking i miss him. was going to crack open my murakami book about running but doing that in park is not okay. i sit in the park drinking mr.lemon juice menthol cigarette waiting to go to work and trying to not be early. 86 everything and then go to the bar and say goodbye to nico. today i put myself in horrible mood probably because i didn't run and got distracted from writing by cleaning. and walked to the pet store encouraged by the full moon on thursday to continue exploring new diet options for the cat. he thinks tuna is not good. At fauxgiving i felt pretty in my white tights. sam and emma just got home and we aren't going to ikea anymore