Sorry i've been gone. i have been thinking of a lot of things to say but i didn't write them down so coming up with new ones now. etta is here we went to the farmers market and got 8 plums of four kinds we each get one. purple is my favorite yellow is just the worst. sit in the grass and chirp chirp chirp. i show them maria hernandez and i show them myrtle ave shopping and i show them myrtle pub. and i go to work and everyones running fast and then i go to the club and i go swimming and walk around and then cry on sam's west village couch. because i don't want to be drunk anymore and the sun is up and we're still in manhattan. But it's okay everything is okay because emma told me about the bird that lives in our awning and he was awake and looking at us when we got home. off to get his worms. I need someone to take me to home depot and i need access to a belt sander. and i need another job and i need to go on a cleanse. the limoncello has been sitting for four months on accident. matteo if you are reading this please let me know if that is going to be a problem. my mom is coming to visit me my mom my mom. i'm really into new age stuff right now. diet mostly. macrobiotic and buddhist diets. plus vodka gin hotdogs and sour candy. i don't really want to say anymore.