Goodbye nico it is so hard to say goodbye nico. only time i cried when leaving ohio is when i said goodbye nico and me and sam and string bean were the last ones to go and we said goodbye nico and then got in the car and i was so sick drinking red gatorade. thank you for leaving a dread in the shower it's like a weird present. forgive me father for i have piña colada'd and it made me evil like little girl who steals library books. i like when chris kraus is talking about hannah wilke and then she stops and then she starts really talking about hannah wilke again but harder because sometimes i talk about hannah wilke on here because i really think about hannah wilke too. at nico's show trying to steal the cigarette back from emma while they're talking to nikki and liam as if those two ghosts will not seeing me if i am quick enough. DOES NOT WORK. downloading all the voicemails from the hostesses in miami asking me when i am arriving because i'm late and putting them on my ipod. sweetheart i've never been to miami i will never go to miami and i will be there in fifteen minutes do not give up my table. 8pm reservation table for one at MY OLD LIFE. my paul frank themed dr. scholl's exercise sandals are giving this highschool summer a new lease on life. prozac nation!!!! i'm emigrating. long live the king. hamburger with fried egg and bacon and curly fries coffee with milk and sugar, four types of salad and chicken and focaccia and ratatouille and different type of chicken, roasted pepper (one bite of each), 1 one inch purple potato, chocolate chips at home. I'm just not sure!