Nico comes and nico goes. it feels so normal like it used to remember? wheatpasting for milly and it is sad to say goodbye. I'm distracted until i'm not. A fever is a blessing a fever is a blessing a fever is a blessing a fever is a blessing a fever is a blessing. Your dreams should be kept to yourself and the person that appears in them. My body responds to loss by giving me recurring gore and death dreams that make me cry before i'm all the way awake. It's always gore gore gore disgusting body disgusting body my mind knows what it is most afraid of. Dirty body made dirty by the body itself. leftover pizza and galette and salad, 1.5 cup coffee, another piece of the pizza, chocolate chips, brown rice 1/2 sweet potato sardines broccolini 2 radish. 11,248 steps ill forgive me because i'm still sick.