Spending a lot of time at the library working on my homework that i have invented for myself. which is making the book of "self" portraits and writing the script for my new provocative film. the book is done just waiting on the quote from the printers and thinking about binding options. i'm thinking dyed and waxed kitchen twine (must be strong enough to keep the bones together in the fire)  i got my own copy of bluets. someone said i should read it when they asked what my personal church was and i said red. Emma's metal box has been a very impactful idea for me. Because self discipline of the body is really just what picture you think about in your head. Take the bus to long island city. black pepper tofu. sleeping in my bed it seems.