I'm hitting MP later with my girls. it's long island night and I'm playing dirty tomorrow. you can't look at the data or else it will reveal a terrible truth, such as i have eaten the same thing for breakfast lunch and dinner for three days straight. it's okay though my body just knows what to expect. i'm filming my friends sitting down and standing up and then throwing the pink camera in the trash can. when emma sits at the front desk no one says anything as if its normal because what if it is. only matthew and kate and justin know. i can feel it in their eyes that they know something is bad.