Oh no oh no i have to meet brian at his house in five but my phone is dead from the 20 degrees outside. who lives closest? justin but he said once that if his doorbell rings when he's not expecting it to he hides instead of opens the door. ok devon's house ring ring he's home and i get some of his big shell pasta dinner. ok he's coming to get the couches too. two in the back two in the front the couches are amazing im so pleased. ok time to move my bed. ok time to move the old couch. ok time to go to honore club and buy the boys beer.the menu for tonight is a delight. me and camille i wish we had aprons to wear to serve our guests on the floor which is our dining table. i need curtains because ridgewood can see me naked in my room i hope they like what they see. justin's lunch is one of my favorite things i've seen in the last four years probably. it is so aligned with my art practice (lmfao). box grater, curtain rod brackets, shelf brackets, translucent fabric, hanging fruit basket, bath caddy. i'm scared to run around the new house because i'm scared to look ugly around the new house. i'm lucky i can't run because of the ice. i need a moment to find courage to look ugly in ridgewood.