oh brother. full circle feeling unfortunately talking to melissa's client about #metoo and he's telling me he was a bad man like them all like picasso until he had his daughter who is studying film theory. i say maybe if picasso had a daughter things would have been different. something has shifted in my that i'm not really worried about. which is i blackout everytime i get drunk even if its not that drunk. in the morning sola is like how was the party and i'm like what party. she says you were begging me to come to the after after party. i simply have no recollection. at the end of it all its always me alex matthew. matthew says peggy won't let him be director and she won't let me stop doing events. but he says he has a plan for us...manipulation...he say's let's talk. but maybe my full circle moment means it's time to go. it's like a light switch. i have long hair now so people treat me very differently. brian i love you. i said to you it's like you are my brother too a little bit. he says he needs to workout so he will help me carry the couches and drive them in his van to the new apartment. i want to make my bed frame lower but adam's gone so who will help me now. i really want to go to costco alone. screenshot of gabriette's left eye and screenshot of gabriette's right eye.