The most beautiful day to mop. justin i missed you!!!!!! meatballs for 2 with "bae." crossing the street run into isabel dropping off her depops. she says i was about to text you i wasn't invited to blakes bday should we go to carmelo just us and pretend we didn't know. crossing the next street i run into santiago (again) he says its so sad about adam and i do finger tears down my cheeks. Buddy you have no idea. i'm caught in the crossfire but isabel wins and we are both at blake's birthday party. his house is like if you mixed the inside of a shoe with a cabin in the adirondacks which i told him. i like him now because i met him. i used to not like him because i had not met him except when i was shy on the soccer field which didn't count. i talked to jake for a long time he said you just failed my mulch test. which is if you hate mulch you are a bad person and if you like mulch you are a good person. he says wow it's crazy you know everybody i know you even know about charlene. the boy that lives down the street knows the pheasant lane mall as well as i do. both of our entire outfits were from the savers 15 minutes across the border. if you just eat ice cream for dinner you will get too drunk fast. talked to isabel like we were in a 2-way confession booth. no father just two confessing girls. oh i forgot to say. saw other miles at honore club. and fought with two men about the commodification of art at carmelo's. devon asked for my keys for coke and left them at the bar (i was not mad at him) but like an angel the schizophrenic josh (not the one that texted me a PDF) took them home and delivered them to me in the park this morning. me and julia are still fighting i think i will write her a letter back and send it to her boyfriend's house. corona sunrise with bud light lime, lemonade, and the vodka that comes in plastic bottles