Looks like i'm exhibiting a pattern of behavior and it looks like i have to start using my words. when he opened his safari app my blog was up. I'm talking to you! i'm sorry that i speak in riddles i think tomorrow i can speak bluntly i just have to think about it first. you are upset that i don't ask you to hang out with my friends but it's because my friends aren't real anymore. i don't even get to hang out with my friends because all that's left of them is objects moved to slightly different places in the house while i'm gone. when you said it was a mistake introducing me to all your friends it hurt like a knife ouch ouch ouch. please take it back. see you tomorrow. the power of p at the post office. looking at my phone in elizabeth street garden. reading 1q84 at the desk and drinking beer at the bar. reunited with justin but will they break us apart again? steven talks to me at the studio now. i'm not clairvoyant i need some help. never kill yourself on an empty stomach. i lost my challenge. i'm thinking earl grey cake with lemon curd and browned butter frosting for alex's birthday party. Life is so funny so twisted. I'm bleeding!