My first steak accompanied by roasted potatoes, broccoli, salad, and fresh salty boy tears. I licked my plate clean. yoga class with justin and alex so fun and funny. dinner at julia's boyfriends house the juxtaposition is magical. i prefer slumming it along the bushwick ridgewood border with the rest of the children personally. break the wishbone and my piece won. i hope his wish wasn't more creative than mine. made 100 gingerbread men that don't travel well. tonight cashmere fit modeling and mopping. girl alex gets fired in january they told her this morning it's insane because we know the money is there because i've spent her entire salary in one night for a party. brian comes to the gallery with a new girl every time. remind me to text him about my pants i can't stop forgetting. i'm the proud new owner of our mailbox key. it's only right. tonight i might make a christmas tree out of my pile of sticks (it was julia's idea). I'm told renzo got some hurt feelings from my blog. I'm very sorry and it's so funny that past and present is fusing together in this way.