Boy wearing outside pants in my bed is exposure therapy. parker posey inspo again. Planning the presents cookies in the mail (ginger molasses, miso caramel, cardamom orange). jamian juliano-villani dming me pictures of trinkets in her bathroom for some reason. Everyone’s getting canal acrylics for christmas. i say i’m sorry sir we don’t have a public restroom and he says miss before emmanuel perrotin met me he didn’t know who philip guston was… and i say okay fine bathroom is first door on the right. Email from sarah schuster day before yesterday morning it’s good to hear from her she is finally retiring after 35 years. remembering 2020 when she texted me “merry christmas! snow covers a multitude of sins” and she would force feed me half a bottle of wine twice a week in her studio and make me keep watch while she smoked cigarettes in case her daughter walked past. got sloshed on accident last night went to funny thing in a basement with extreme college feeling with devon his friend isabel said you look just like my childhood best friend….i say no way i was about to tell you that you look like just like my childhood best friend. just like june. izzy’s here she says priya that’s so bad so does etta….art basel miami beach means parents left me home alone with no babysitter so i can paint my nails and write in my journal and read my book at the front desk. i got your postcard by the way. Shoot the lobster opening with justin and mickal later and then eating the peanut butter and jelly sandwich and apple that i made for dinner at the studio and then going to charlie's birthday party. It is charles and charlie's birthdays today.... somehow the world must stop for charles and charles alone. Our beautiful first lady. My new hobby is overdressing on saturdays. Fur coat high heels and alligator purse.