me and justin finished the bottle of wine at the front desk. at shoot the lobster saw lola dement meyers and her beefy gay best friend. she's just so tiny. mickal knows reilly davidson and we were talking about how i've followed her on tumblr for years and years and the first time i saw her in person i was shocked because she's kind of a catfish. mickal says yes she's a bit portly isn't she. went to the mschf sample sale for fun and said hi to all the boys. hugged most of them but not all felt bad because i never texted steven back after that party. they were making soup as "a performance piece" they were selling the foot paintings for $500 which is thousands and thousands of dollars less then we sell them for at the gallery and i texted m&m and they were shocked and disturbed. gabe said i could have stolen the sweatshirt instead of buying it but i bought it. i didn't mean to get the boys in trouble. i do have love for them in my heart. vietnamese food and then justin and i took the train home and talked about our boy problems. justin read the texts i sent last night and said i was being a nasty bitch big time. i will bleed soon i can feel it which makes it all makes sense. last time i was a nasty bitch it because i was going to bleed soon. i'm ravenous for fruit and pork. at dinner peggy texting me so angry from miami because i fucked up so i had to go home and go on my computer and go fix it as fast as i could. my body is yours my mind is yours my time is yours there's nothing of me that isn't yours miss leboeuf.