Fuck gotta leave for the bar in ten. i'm bringing julia's vape but she's MIA with boyfie even though izzy's in town. devon won't come to the bar because his ex lives 2 blocks away. justin said i should say this to him:"Holding on to anger is like grasping a hot coal with the intent of throwing it at someone else; you are the one that get's burned."not too relevant but i'm adoring it. he's allowed to hurt me. izzy's here and i'm drunk off white claw. no one get's me but her when it comes to white claw. The enemy of my enemy is my friend i say to myself as i purchase the new apartamento for 29 dollars. i walked past my old apartment and stood outside looking at my old bedroom window to make myself upset on purpose. to make myself upset on purpose and mopped up the tears right in time for dinner. 4.02 miles. i feel like i'm killing my dead grandma again and again with every step i take in her italian boots that need to go to the cobbler. Fuuuuuuckk!!!!!!!!!!!!