9:30pm tuesday mopping shift is the same feeling as 9:30pm wednesday commando shift take a big breath of the grease cutter it will make you cough and then take a big breath of the clay dust. i'm going to get clay lung silicosis or whatever. the moon listened too closely. i said make my life not about other people and the moon took justin away from me. alone at work alone at home. i don't think anyone will see my teeth ever again because my mouth is shut. except franca who i let lick my open mouth and open eyes. the first snow's snowflakes were caught in the fur of my fur jacket. it's either mink or fox but it doesn't say.  im chain-chewing bubblegum 2 slices at a time that i charged to the gallery card while preemptively stocking up on coke zero for the big man. i hate my outfit today. i was excited for something but i can't remember what it was. today i'm starving but yesterday i wasn't hungry. salomé is a huge fucking idiot and everyone hates her. stupid stupid girl.