Should I stir the pot? i'm just nervous for when nico comes next week but i don't want to be malicious. but of course it would be fun unless it went terribly. justin and i were going to go to joaquim's dj thing but i had a feeling that devon was going and i didn't want to see him there if he didn't invite me and i was right. it's kinda like okay...fine. what would happen if i wasn't omniscient. perfect diner banana split except they ran out of bananas. i put summer under the bed for good. Justin's going to his very first museum today i'm so proud of him! i hope mickal takes a picture. my pants will NOT stop falling down. should i lose ten more pounds for fun? where is a girl to get rye flour in ridgewood :( i really don't want to go to the dinner party tonight i can't really handle all of those people together. i can do eva and that's it pretty much.