Artist liaison training this morning. I regeretted my banana bread because it made my stomach hurt.Learned a lot of drama that i wasnt expecting. like the assistant coup that happened in paris years ago when the 4 paris girls weren't sharing commission with the assistants. so the assistants went straight to emmanuel but one of the girls found out and the were all fired. valentine was an assistant but she didn't participate and that's why she's senior director now probably. kathia couldn't pay her rent so she had to get an advance. a man came in and said i'm lyle you know my daughter. deja vu because he's come in before and said the exact same thing. brian came with a girl that is not his girlfriend. and crossing the street i hear my name and its katie kunka. i said what the fuck even though its normal. went to to see narumi's show on the second to last day on my lunhcbreak. honestly not sure i loved it i just love that i get to know her innermost thoughts and not everyone knows that they can. kind of like chewed up gum. its really cold today. i walked home and ate cold dinner and then found justin and then went to stella's birthday party and then went home. empty house again tonight. this winter i am going to have to find ways to fill the empty space and the empty time. i had the most horrific dream. i've had sex with plenty of art handlers but in my dream i had sex with one that i never ever want to have sex with sorry. the cleaning ladies were in my dream as well.