Today i woke up and baked my fucked bread last night the loaf grew over the bowl while we were watching the movie. today julia and i went to costco two slices pepperoni pizza strawberry vanilla swirl ice cream with strawberry topping on top. pushing the cart together side by side and a man says oh sisters? (smirk wink) we say yes and he says nice (smirk wink). bus there and bus home. Izzy visited i guess that was saturday night. We went to the bar with 1000 Oberlin people we haven't seen since grad and Julia and I were like fuck we are not friends with these guys this is not our crowd we think they hate us and we think we hate them. and we brought our own friends and didn't talk to anyone irish exit. life does not feel like oberlin but all those people feel like new york is just like oberlin but my life is completely unattached and completely new. i don't see anyone except when i see miss j word (name removed upon request) twice and avert my eyes both times. please don't see me girl. happy birhtday alex! he said he slept walked into samaya's room and pissed all over her floor and wall in his sleep and he doesn't remember it. we wish we could say we were surprised.