On wednesday was the super blue moon ceremony. priya alex alex justin camille devon. i think i jinxed it because thursday was like i was hexed. misfortune left and right. friday it seemed to wear off and things are back to normal i suppose. experimental film screening with justin and alex. i thought it was epic not sure they felt the same. my curse is worn off except my grandma died today but she was supposed to. last night i was shy in a way i havent seen in years. sitting on the side of the soccer field shivering watching them play soccer not saying a thing. i speak when i am spoken to lol. today laundry, shopping for a cute outfit for the opening, reading in the park but i got too cold. sat in the grass not a bench. went to the grocery store and spent thirty dollars on accident. tried to make bread dough that's like fitness bread. tomorrow in the morning i'll bake it after i go for a run. then tomorrow we are going to governor's island. hashtag # 2nd date. yesterday 22,000 steps good job girl. watching the L word like it's my job.